X.

I had to get rid of

The parts of me that is you

And so I start with the crown on my head

Though the strands are barely the length of my little finger

Snip

And snip

And snip

Again

The debris of the fallen

Scattered on the floor

Little islands of love floating in remorse.

- "Hair cut", August 27 2014

IX.

“

If neurotic is wanting two mutually exclusive things at one and the same time, then I’m neurotic as hell. I’ll be flying back and forth between one mutually exclusive thing and another for the rest of my days.

Buddy put his hand on mine.

Let me fly with you.

”

—	- The Bell Jar, Sylvia Plath <3 nbsp="" p=""> :)