Friday, December 9, 2011

Anibersaryo

Kahapon ang anibersryo ng una nating pag-uusap. Isang taon na ang nakalipas mula nang mapansin ko na nag-eexist ka pala. Alam ko naman na nandyan ka pero nung araw na yun ang unang araw na naging konkreto sa akin na parte ka pala ng mundong ginagalawan ko.

Hindi ko talaga alam kung bakit kailangan kong isulat ang akdang ito tungkol sa’yo. Gusto ko ngang sabunutan ang sarili ko habang itina-type ang sulat na ‘to. Madalas, iniisip ko kung ano bang saloobin mo tungkol sa’kin pero ngayon na-realize ko na masyado na kong matanda para isipin pa ang opinion mo. Ang mas mahalagang tanong ay kung gusto ba kita at hindi kung gusto mo ba ako.

Palagay ko naman alam ko ang sagot sa tanong na yun. Ebidensya na nga ang blog post na ‘to o. Kaya lang kasi, yung level ng pagkagusto ko, araw-araw nababawasan. Kasi ayoko naman ipilit. Ang awkward kasi, parang ...”


(Post ended by writer because of nausea)

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

This made my day!


Thanks sweet someone (whoever you are)! :) Nice sampling effort too for CBTL, if I may add. :)

Thursday, November 24, 2011

Breaking Dawn in Bullet Points


  • I was never a fan of the book but I’ve watched all the movie adaptations of the Saga and I think that this is the most impossible movie of all. I cannot comprehend how a vampire can impregnate an 18-year old woman. Technically, vampires are dead right? So how come? How come? (Pun not intended).
  • Does Stephanie Meyer have necrophilia? Who makes love to a vampire? Apparently Bella does (and is sooooo excited and nervous in doing so, if I may add). The jitters I don’t get since she might as well have been copulating with an iceberg and the iceberg doesn’t even feel anything anyway.
  • I know Twilight is fiction but I think the author uses ‘fiction’ loosely. Classifying your work as fiction doesn’t mean you can propel all your daydreams into reality.
  • Great make-up though, Bella’s deterioration was convincing. When she was ‘reborn’ as a vampire and her face started to blanch, my mind was screaming; “This is a subtle promotion for Kristen’s new film, Snow White.”
  • I liked how they brought back some of the music from the past installations. Might not be a fan of the movie but the Twilight OSTs are nice to hear. I have to admit that I swooned during the part when Edward and Bella were exchanging vows with the Iron and Wine song playing during the scene. That’s about the only thing I extremely liked. All other things in between were okay at best and unremarkable at worst.

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

I thought I'm done with this

This is maddeningly irritating and blissful both at the same time. I must be going crazy. It’s like my face muscles have an on/off switch whenever you’re around. I mean, it begins to stretch into a smile on its own, like it’s on some sort of tonic.

The fact is, I cannot decide whether to ignore you or not. I’ve been fence-sitting for a while now. Experience tells me to cross you off but instincts (read: hormones) tell me to reconsider. You’re not the perfect person I’ve envisioned you to be. Yes, I’ve been foolish enough to think that way. For someone who has sworn off idealism, that’s not only foolish, that’s naïve.

There’s enough evidence to say that I’m better off without you. And besides, I don’t want to compromise whatever friendship we have. That sounds like a very convenient excuse, doesn’t it? I’m not really convinced with my reasons, too. All I know is that I look for you when you’re gone and that I’m sincerely very glad every time I see you.

Uh-oh, there goes my facial muscles again. :)